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 The Girl...................... named DIANE...wait, you see i don't want to introduce myself like in an easy way. hmmm.. where will i start? ahah aiight ofcourse, my name is diane. fine! diane margaret. you guys happy now? lol just to let you know i don't like using my second name. i don't exactly know why. it's just sound too oldish. =) hmmm.. going on, i'm seventeen years old. running that long well i'm just glad i made it that far. it ain't that easy. actually i'm adding another year on it. fcuk! :( anyway i'm from t-dot, ain't the best city but rated 'yes'. wtf?!! eheh but it's all good. if it wasn't for this place i wouldn't have met CC plus the bestest girls in the entire universe [stg!]..moi life, SIXERS and mr no-more-but-styll [lol]. oh yea, and the nekinerks ofcourse! they're the loudest group ever and the best in comes in jokes and pranks. what else do you guys wanna know about me? i'm a flip by the way. and i'm proud of it! i'm bein educated at libermann ain't the best school but i'll accept it as the best :) maybe that's enuff said..do you think? well if you have question (err as if sum1 will ask eh? lol) just post it on the board. it doesn't matter how silly or serious it is! ;)
&&nU StUff :):)
 [Tuesday, August 23, 2005] Yesterday came back to my mind as if it's going to happen again. Thoughts of getting the feeling of "being loved" and "being hurt" just mixed up what I really wanted to happen.
I agreed with myself that I wil never talk to him again, ever. But he just keeps on fillin up my head. Why am I thinking about him anyway? I don't understand. I'm supposed to be a free woman by now...but he's still has my mind and I bet probably my heart. A part of me is saying "NO" but the "innie" is on "YES". And I have already decided on this. I've said to myself, I'm letting go" because the guy has a woman loving him throughly and if I follow my heart once again I might end up going to my bestfriend's house, crying. But why it's all coming back to me? I don't really understand. Am I that desperate of love? I'm not. Or it's just that I gave my all to this man that, I hugged our memories to much?
Well, I believe I just did. I did hold it close way too much. Pretty scary. But I made up my mind. I'll just think that we were meant to be broke apart. And still, there's sadness. Oh well, whoever are you, I'll pretend I'm hugging you 'til you get here :):) I will so wait for you!--------------------------dee
 what'll i dO?help!it came to me really really fast!! in some point i can't handle it but there are times i grip the hell out of it! fine. i'll tell you. it was my friend's birthday and by the way, supposed 2 b i'm d only one going there. my bestfriend has work, and my other friend called me before the day that she ain't going. well anyways, there i went with a friend. it was all good because well i didn't went alone. but then the celebrant's friends are too witty that they'd go over teasing me with somebody and others too. but it was funny though i didn't take it seriously. but let's just get over the point. there's this guy, ok? he ain't the one i was gone mockered with, actually he's one of them. i am not expecting that i'll fall so easy on him. i'm not like that! how did it happened? well, we went downstairs because we'd finished eating already and there's a lot of people who has no seats. so there we went and just hang around, talk, joke around, a lil beer, and cards. ahaha btw don't wooorry i didn't drink any. then, when people went upstairs for a little karaoke, 5 people was left on the table and then there are two on the air hockey thingy. people was bored in our circle so we think of another card game. they's thought of asshole. but i dunno how to play it. so then he ask me if i want he could teach me how to. well, i said yes ofcourse. but i'm not expecting him to be sitting beside me just to teach the game that i recognized already with. i was looking forward of him teaching me the game ON his seat. but whatever. so we played the card game and then he just went on silence as if somebody muted him or sum'n. again people got bored and some of the circle people just went playin in the air hockey. 3 of us were left. 2 guys and me. there's no issue of me being the only girl. but he went on staring at me like crazy man. then game went on again and he won't stop still. after that crew got real bored and we just went on talking. fcuk! this is freakin long. aight he fell for me and i had a crush on him too. he got my heels twisted for the whole night. he's a funny, sweet guy and no necessary description. he's just something. for real! and dee's here to figure it out. so i'll just give a little time off and he'd be mine :):) god i love that guy! he'd just came visible too fast i ain't expecting that, he caught my heart kahit "ligaw tingin" fudge!!!!
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